I am Mohamed Elhassan Ahmed, known as “Kuba,” and I arrived in Nairobi in November 2023. Originally, I worked in drawing and design. However, after the October 25th coup in Sudan, I took a hiatus from drawing for about two years and focused on design and other available work. It wasn’t until I came to Nairobi that I rediscovered my passion for drawing.
I’ve been drawing since childhood, preferring it over writing. Even during school, when asked to write something, I would illustrate it instead. For example, for learning to write the letter “Aleph,” the first letter of the word “Asad” (Lion), I would draw a picture of a lion instead of writing the letter.
In the past, drawing was merely a hobby for me before coming to Nairobi. However, given the losses I experienced in Khartoum, including my job, I’ve reconsidered making drawing my primary source of income. Drawing is now the skill at which I excel, and I’ve begun exploring ways to turn it into not just a hobby but a trade.
In the current circumstances, I believe every Sudanese person has a responsibility to their family, even if the levels of responsibility vary. While my commitment to my family is not overly burdensome, I am dedicated to providing whatever support I can in these challenging times.
I encountered numerous challenges, including psychological hurdles, and often found myself inclined towards pessimism. There were moments when I couldn’t fathom returning to drawing, even attempting to do so proved futile until a spark of inspiration ignited in my mind. Upon arriving in Nairobi, the vibrant community of young artists became a motivating force for me.
Drawing has become my sole source of income, and a quote that resonates deeply with me is, “Don’t worry, be happy,” shared by another artist. When presenting my artwork to clients, I convey specific intentions through my creations. If the clients interpret my message as intended, it fuels my drive to continue the project.
Throughout this year, I’ve produced numerous paintings, some featuring written signs conveying messages like “For every time of difficulty, there is a duration.” I hope the duration of hardship is brief for people facing challenges.
In the realm of drawing, one’s art often reflects their emotions. Amidst Sudan’s challenging circumstances, finding an artist who speaks of hope before pain is rare.
In conclusion, I want to convey a message to everyone: Before undertaking any action, good or bad, empathize with the person affected by your actions. Walk in their shoes, and then make your decision.
This text is part of a collection of personal testimonies produced by Radio Tamazuj as part of a series of survivor accounts in Sudan. If you or someone you know has a story to tell, please contact us.